Say Whaa?!!!

Well it has been a bit since I have spoke about my non smoking.....

You will be pleased to know that it has been almost two months since my last ciggy! I know I know I am REALLY freaking cool, tell me something I don't know.... Ha! yeah well moving on.

Yup it's been almost two months I haven't pulled all my hair out, killed or maimed anyone, and I am still married, so all in all I would guess that so far things are well. truly not been easy, really it hasn't, and I hate hearing from the people who say oh its no big deal don't be so dramatic...Really? well I think all those folks who say it was "easy" can go suck it! and I think you are all liers! big fat liers! I have done my research go ask an ex heroin addict which was harder to kick, riding the "H" train or smoking? I bet you they tell you smoking. nicotine is more addictive then crack, heroin and cocaine combined its no joke people! I speakith the truth! sure I throw in anger and sarcasm for dramatic effect but its still true. Nicotine gets it's sticky icky fingers in your brain and turns you into a crazy person! who just wants to smoke! blast you cigarettes! you will not beat me dammit...in fact in my book I have already won so there! ha! suck on that!

Do you see what I mean? I use to be such a nice girl....